Cartography

This world is not the one he knows, 

but he sets off to know it all the

same. Daily he lets himself be devoured

to learn the differences between home 

and here; swallowed alive by the 

woods he walks them, tracing their

ways and trapping them with ink

and paper so they can’t change on him,

soaking up the silence and birdsong and

sunlight and shadows of this place

to fill the empty hours, the yawning

hole in his heart. His head buzzes

as branches snap beneath his boots, the

landmarks and paths of another land,

another life, trying to overlay themselves

on those of this, two worlds warring

in his mind and memories—of course

sanity’s the first casualty. Still he

goes out, still he wanders and charts

his surroundings, still he searches for

a way to connect what was with what

is, the path that will bring him home to

the happiness he’s denied here.